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Molly screamed,
“Oh crap. Look at Luke.
We’ve gone farther into the future. If we can’t project backwards,
how are we going to find the stairway? This
isn’t good.”
“Maybe we tried
to go too far back in time too quickly. Let
us try to go back to when we fell in the pool.”
Molly looked at
Luke. “Okay, but not right this
second. I don’t think I’d be
able to concentrate well enough to do it right now.”
Molly and Steed
watched Luke with the woman of color who was taking care of him. He asked the
maid to pour him some chocolate milk. The woman shook her head as though she was
insulted, but still she opened the refrigerator to get the milk. She removed the
regular milk while looking for the chocolate milk.
Luke screamed,
“No, not the white milk. The
chocolate milk.”
Then the
housekeeper pulled the chocolate milk from the refrigerator and poured him a
glass.
Molly said,
“Look, the chocolate milk is almost the color of her skin. And the little boy
is almost the color of the other milk.”
Little Luke took
the glass and then gave the housekeeper a hug.
“I love my chocolate milk and I love you.”
The maid
screamed, “Watch it. Don’t pour
the milk out.”
“I’m
sorry.”
Later, Molly and
Steed saw Luke placing the glass of milk on the heater to watch it develop a
solid film on the top. Then he ran outside to play. He found his sister digging a hole. “What you doing?”
“I’m digging
my way to China to get away from you.”
“Sure you are.
You’ll hit water first.”
“I’m not
digging a well. I’m digging my
way to China.”
“Yeah, you
aren’t doing a very good job at digging.
Let me help.”
“I didn’t say
I’m not digging well. I said
I’m not digging a well.”
“Whatever.
Let me help.” Luke began helping his sister dig.
Then he noticed something silver on his sister’s ankle. “What you
wearing on your ankle?”
“What does it
look like? It is an ankle
bracelet.”
“Where did you
get it?”
“Granny gave it
to me the night of the fire. I had
forgotten about it until I saw the clerk at the store across from the pool
wearing one. To be honest, I
hadn’t realized what it was until I saw her wearing one just like it.”
Luke asked, “Do
you see things at night when you sleep?”
“You mean
dreams. Of course I have dreams.
Sometimes I have nightmares. What made you bring that subject up?”
Looking at the
ankle bracelet Luke said, “I just started thinking about one of my
nightmares.” Luke asked, “What kind of nightmares do you have?”
“I probably
shouldn’t tell you this. I
don’t want to cause you to have my nightmare.
There was a teenager who used to sneak on our property to ride our horses
when we lived out in the country. He threw some other teenagers down a well and
killed all but one of them. One
managed to crawl out of the well, but the other’s drowned. It was on some property not too far from where we lived.
After I heard about it, I couldn’t get it out of my mind. Even now,
thinking about it scares me. I mean, there was a killer coming on our
property.” Mary looked at her
brother and saw how wide his eyes had become while listening to her. “I’m
sorry. I shouldn’t have told you. Your
talking about me digging a well, just made me think about it.”
“A silver
bracelet suspended in like water begins one of my nightmares, but I’m not sure
why. Sometimes it looks more like a
gold necklace. Some of the
nightmare contains a memory. Do you remember when I locked mother out of the
house when we lived in the country?”
“How could you
remember that? You were two.”
“And I was
riding a bicycle when I was three. What
is your point?”
Molly said,
“This kid is what, four. Do you
hear the way he is talking? When we
were being taught about earth, we were told what our general abilities would be
at each age. Luke is one strange child.”
Steed said, “He
has a sister who is a good bit older than him.
That is probably why he seems a little odd for his age?”
Molly said, "Or he may be like us. We remember some things that Saturn should have removed from our memories. The appearance of our young ages is misleading."
"I know the rebirth process on earth is similar to what Saturn does, but not exactly. I don't think the process is meant to totally steal the memory of the soul, but rather blocks the memory to some degree while the person is in the physical," Steed said as he watched Luke and Mary.
Mary looked at
her brother. “I have no point.
What were you going to say?”
“I was in the
living room. I think it was the
living room. Mom left me there
while she quickly took a basket of clothes around the house to the basement to
do some washing. I heard a strange
sound and then I saw a man enter the house.
He scared me and I was scared for mom.
Aunt Ellen told me to lock the door so that mom wouldn’t walk in on the
man. I did. By the time mom was
able to get back in to the house, the man had already slipped out a window in
one of the bedrooms.”
“Aunt Ellen!
She died when mom was pregnant with you.
You mean Aunt Shirley who lived with us when we lived in the country.”
“No, I mean
Aunt Ellen.”
“No way did you
have a dream where Aunt Ellen told you to lock the door.”
“And there is
no way that it was Aunt Shirley who wasn’t even home at the time.
If she had been, she would have been in as much danger as mom.
The man would have attacked her. The
nightmare is more than a dream. It
is a memory.”
“It was just a
bad dream. I guess you think the
woman in the dream was Aunt Ellen because you’ve heard people mention her.”
“I’m sure it
was more than a nightmare.”
“If it really
happened, then why didn’t the man attack you?”
“I don’t
know. But I saw the man again at
the swimming pool.”
“You are making
it up. No way did you see the man from your dream at any swimming pool.”
“I’m not
making it up. It was more than just
a dream. It contained a memory.”
Mary looked at
her brother. She had heard people
talk. He had been born with what
their mother called sties affecting his eyes.
She had heard other people whispering, saying he was born with a velum
covering his eyes. It was no great medical problem. The doctor easily took care of the affliction.
Whether it was a velum that some whisperers called the wrapped gift of
second sight or sties that some whisperers called the mark of their Aunt Ellen,
it left no damage to the eyes. Though their Aunt Ellen more than once had been
cursed with boils near her eyes as well as other places, Luke had not had any
such recurring problems.
Luke demanded of
his sister, “Stop staring at me!”
Luke had started
to notice that he was treated differently from his two sisters.
He had commented to Mary that cute little girls get all the sweet
attention. And she first had
guessed that was probably mostly why people who came around made a do over their
baby sister and to a lesser degree her, but mainly kept sort of a distance from
Luke. He was a boy. Girls do tend
to get more sweet attention as he called it.
He didn’t have dimples though few would have noticed if he had since he
didn’t smile often. He did have a
rather devilish grin, but that was when he was up to something, and few people
got to see that side of him. Certainly,
that side of him would have made people even wearier of him so that was probably
just as well. And he had a look he would give people, like he knew something
about them that they wouldn’t want anyone else to know.
She knew that made people uncomfortable.
It had even made her uncomfortable more than once.
While a lot of little boys cry when getting their haircuts at a young
age, she had seen him make a barber cry; a former military marine cry. She hadn’t heard what he told the barber.
She had only seen the former marine run into the back room screaming in
tears. Then when Luke got up from
the chair she heard him mutter, “I bet you won't ever butcher my hair and nick
my ear again.” She had felt so
embarrassed when she had to stand up to leave with her mother and Luke.
There were about 20 people in the barbershop and they were all staring at
them, many with their mouth’s wide open in disbelief.
It was that day she had started listening carefully when people started
talking about Luke. She then
realized that people did treat him differently, and it was not just because he
was a boy. She guessed she understood why some people paid attention to Luke in
conversation among themselves, but largely ignored him in person.
No one wanted to become like that barber and become the laughing stock of
the town, so they tended to keep their distance from Luke.
Mary wished Luke could become a more likeable person. She wanted him to
stop doing things and saying things that made people talk about him.
She didn’t want to hurt Luke, but she thought that if he understood
some of what had been said about him he might be more careful what he said so as
not to invite the town people’s tongues to wagging.
“Luke I don’t
want to make you feel bad. I’m only saying this because I want to help you.
You can’t go around telling people things like you just told me. Some people
already think that mom marked you by being at Aunt Ellen’s deathbed.
You don’t want to keep encouraging people to gossip about you.”
“You say I was
marked by mom seeing Aunt Ellen die? What does being marked mean?”
“You are
missing my point.”
“I’m not.
I understand people can be mean. Who
cares? As a girl you can cry and bat your eyes and flirt and make them feel bad
for hurting your feelings. I
can’t do that without really giving people something to gossip about, so I
treat people the way they treat me. Sweetness
may stop vinegar when you are a girl, but that doesn’t work when you are a
boy.”
Mary shook her
head. Mary often forgot how young
her brother was. Though at times he
spoke as one might expect someone his age to speak, at other times his words
made it easy to forget his age. “But
you don’t have to be so…”
“Yes, I do.”
Luke added, “Now please tell me what you mean by marked, because I don’t
understand what that means.”
“When mom was
pregnant with me, she and dad were on a motorboat on Lake Sinclair.
They were near the bank of the lake and large tree limbs hung over the
boat. A snake fell out of the tree
and into the boat. Dad threw the
snake into the lake and shot it. With the sound of the gunshot, snakes started coming down out
of the trees like it was raining snakes. It
was awful. Anyway, when I was born I had birthmark on my butt that looks just
like snake.”
“Can I see
it?”
“No, you
can’t see it.”
“Well, I
don’t have a birthmark of…”
“You know our
little baby sister Jane.”
“Yeah, I think
we’ve been introduced.”
“Smart ass! When mom was carrying her, mom couldn’t eat enough
strawberries. Jane has a birthmark
on her shoulder that looks just like a strawberry.”
“I don’t have
a birthmark of Aunt Ellen.”
“No, but keep
talking the way you were talking to me and everyone might think you were marked
in a more serious way. I’m trying
to tell you to stop saying and doing things that makes some people in this town
think you are a freak and so mean. What
you did to Steve was awful.”
“Who?”
“The barber you
made cry. What did you say to him?”
“I just told
him about something I saw.”
“What could
have you seen that you could have mentioned that would have caused him to
cry?”
“Do you really
want to know? I’ve seen you look
at him like he was a rock star or something.
Do you really want to know something about him that will make you look at
him totally differently?”
“Yeah? No.
Wait. I don’t want to
know. The point I was trying to make is that you don’t use things you know
about people to hurt them.”
“Whatever,”
Luke said as he saw his sister again staring strangely at him.
Then he laughed and reached out to lift his sister’s skirt up.
“Come on, let me see your birthmark.”
“Stop that!”
Mary screamed as she slapped her brother’s hand away. “I’ll show you a baby picture.”
“Okay.”
As Luke and Mary
went inside their home, Mary looked down at her little brother and wondered,
“What did her little brother know about Steve.
And was it possible that there was man who sneaked in and out of their
home when they lived in the country? Was
it possible the man was in fact the teenager who was a killer?”
Inside the house
they found their father taking care of little Jane and becoming more and more
frustrated with her crying. Mary
asked, “Where is Jackie. She is
supposed to be watching Jane while you sleep.”
Harley looked at
his little girl. “She woke me up screaming that she’d had enough.
When I got out of bed to see what was going on, she showed me chocolate
milk papered in a glass that had been left on the heater.
She threw her apron at me and then screamed that she quit as she stormed
out the door.” Harley then looked at little Jane screaming in his arms.
“If you don’t stop this squalling I’m going to spank you.”
Then he rubbed his nose against hers and in a baby voice said, “Yes I
am.”
Mary screamed,
“No you aren’t. Give her to
me.”
“Don’t bark
orders at me. I am not really going to spank a baby.”
“Please dad,
give her to me. You need your
sleep.”
“I’m going to
have to get up in an hour anyway and get ready to go to work.
I’ve called Byrdy and she is coming home from work early.”
Jane stopped her
crying and Harley went to lay her down in her baby bed.
Then he walked in the kitchen and saw Luke putting the glass of milk in
the sink. Harley looked at Luke and
shook his head. “Why did you do that with the milk.”
“I don’t
know. I just think it is neat the
way it turns solid.”
“You know you
are the one I ought to spank. You
are responsible for Jackie quitting. I thought you liked Jackie.”
“She
shouldn’t have been mean to me after I told her that I loved her.”
“So you did
that with the milk intentionally to get her mad?”
“Yeah, she had
scolded me before for putting milk on the heater.”
Harley went to
check on Jane in her baby bed. He
began screaming, “Shit! Shit
smeared all over the place.”
Luke and Mary
rushed to see what their father was screaming about.
Luke said, “He
should have changed her diaper.”
Mary looked at
her little brother. “No shit Sherlock.”
Harley added,
“And Dr. Watson, are you not seeing what I’m seeing.”
“Funny.
Real funny.”
Harley asked,
“Did either of you smell it?”
“No. Not
really.”
Luke poked Mary.
“I thought it was you. I thought
you farted.”
“Shut-up!”
Steed and Molly
looked at little Jane. Steed said, “You recognize her.”
Molly smiled.
“That is Jill.”
Steed said,
“But I don’t think I’ve ever met Luke or Mary before.”
Molly added,
“Nor Harley or Byrdy. But I like
them. I do wish they were going to
have more children.”
Steed asked,
“Are you ready to see if we can project back in near time to the pool.
We need to know if we are going to be able to find our way back to the
staircase.”
“I guess.”
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